
this has been a tough week for me. how easy it is to get caught up in the passion of making art for god, of doing this blog, of having an
etsy shop. juggling a full time job, all the responsibilities of running a household, the stuff of life. how easy to get away from the real heart of it all. i find myself getting so consumed by the number of hits on my shop, the number of hits on my blog, did i sell anything today, why didn't i sell anything today. my art sucks!! why am i bothering!!! i hear myself encouraging others, then i do this to myself!! my inner critic is showing up every time i try to paint the last few days. this morning as i sat on the couch, i came across something in my bible that i printed quite a while ago. the basic content was about being with god. and where god meets you, where you meet him. i hear god best in the stillness. in the quiet. and as of late, when i have been there, my head is clamoring, clanging ....work. kids. finances. future. just the stuff. it's like i have been meeting him in my spot i go to every morning, but my heart hasn't been there. i haven't connected with him. i have been coming physically, but not mentally or spiritually. and not intentionally. just distracted. this morning i heard his whispers..."come to me"...i realized then how weary i really am. just from life. and how
life stuff can break my connection with him. sometimes i resent
it!!
we leave this afternoon for the high lakes, returning
sunday. i can hardly wait. our first camp trip of the summer. i know while we are there i will get some clarity, some renewing. i need to unplug(electronically)and recharge(spiritually).
my prayer is this: if you are feeling some of this in your life, take some time and recharge...be good to yourself.
love and hugs to you...the photo: in may, we visited the canyon in our hometown in southern california. parts of where we lived(when we were first married)had burned last fall, including the house we lived in(so sad). while we were driving, we came around a bend, and this cross was on the hill...