Friday, May 27, 2011

surrender

(photo by lynnette falls)


today i am really feeling the journey. 
the journey of surrender.
 as i see the hand of god in my life
leading the way,
i am in awe.  
 in order for him to lead,
i have had to release...
to let go...
to be still and wait.
at times it isn't easy.
no, not at all...
but he knows me so well
and even in my impatience,
he waits for me...
gently whispering
"this is the way, walk here..."
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you see,
what he wants is a willing heart...
and then he can begin
to pour out the blessings.
what a loving god we have.
my heart is full...
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enjoy your weekend, my friends...

xo

Thursday, May 19, 2011

simple truth

be still.
wait patiently.
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give him time.
he knows best.
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answers will come...
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Tuesday, May 17, 2011

hello

hello friends...
two weeks.  two weeks since my last post.
i have missed being here, my life has been so very busy.
our home is in escrow. 
2nd escrow, that is. 
 you see, when i last posted i said our house sold. 
that was really a poor choice of words. 
we all know a house isn't sold until close of escrow. 
what i should have said is
we had eight offers on our house,
and we chose one.
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they backed out.
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no reason.
just decided they didn't want the house.
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really?
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my guess is that our old house was too old for them. 
our home is 60 years old.
and it's darling. 
 it's been re-sided, re-painted, re-roofed, re-decorated, re-everything-ed. 
while it is a good, solid house with everything working and functioning
i think they were a bit intimidated by owning an older home.
 our realtor called the 2nd best offer we had received
and she was ecstatic the other buyer had backed out. 
what a blessing.
so we are in a 2nd escrow, scheduled to close in 30 days.
in the meantime...
we have found a very nice rental and will be slowly but surely moving in.
 it's on a lovely piece of property higher up in the foothills
lots of meadows, pine trees and blue sky...
i will be so happy to get moved and be settled again.
i haven't made any art for weeks.
i miss it terribly!
everything is packed away!
and there is no time for such indulgence anyway...
working, packing, cleaning...ugh!!
i can't complain though...only 25 more working days to go until my retirement!
then i will have nothing but time.
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i can hardly wait.
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in other news...
sunday our 9-year old grandson
is getting baptized. 
he loves jesus so much...
he wants to declare his faith through baptism.
now THAT really makes my heart rejoice!!
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xo


Monday, May 2, 2011

along for the ride

it has been mr. toad's wild ride over here. 
long story short...
we put our house on the market at the end of march.
(part of our plan for retirement to downsize, getting ready for traveling.)
it sold in 4 days. 
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oh. my. gosh. 
something we thought would take months did not. 
we are in escrow.
we are packing. 
we are looking for a rental. 
no time for art.  (sad face)
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life is....craziness!
but full of god's blessings. 
the words in my heart and on my lips
as of late have been "jesus take the wheel"...
oh, how i need him to be drivin' this bus...
it's been a while since we sold a house. 
 i had forgotten how
bleepity-bleep darn stressful it is...
i would appreciate your prayers!
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will keep you posted...

xo